Episode 3: Ain’t No Party Like a Garage Party
Audio Transcript

SPEAKERS – Hayley Smith-Rose and Becca Howard

Hayley  00:04
You’re listening to Fever Dream Diaries, baby! A podcast where we dive into our weird past the early aughts were weird time for all. It’s Haley here with my co host and BFF backup. We’re moving past the election, okay, we’re stronger than ever, Becca. But I will say, you know, after losing the election, after the Quad Threat, none of us won. It wasn’t even that one of us lost it was that we all lost. And I think there was some camaraderie and goodness, but that wasn’t going to stop us from trying to be cool and popular in high school. So naturally, we had to find another way. And my dad really came through in a way that I think most parents would not my dad would let us throw parties in my garage at our home that you would expect like Project X-style, like drinking sex, drugs, and rock and roll later on later, but we were very innocent. Like we really just wanted to dance with our friends, is what it came down to. So my sweet dad would let us throw parties in our garage. He would help me buy decorations and decorate it. And I will say even to this day, this might be a little questionable, but some of the decorations are still in the garage.

Becca  01:21
We need to bring those to the reunion.

Hayley  01:23
We should

Becca  01:24
Like our own after party.

Hayley  01:26
Yes

Becca  01:28
I have this weird memory that maybe is inaccurate. But I feel like parties were kind of moved into the garage after one specific Harney ended up taking over the entire house. This was the one in October like this is the party we’re talking about.

Hayley  01:47
So let’s start at the first party. You’re right. Oh, I forgot that down. But you know God bless my dad because he still let us have parties. He just asked us to have them in the Garage

Becca  01:59
He was ready to welcome the neighborhood

Hayley  02:03
Not in a weird way. And I only have to say that because we’ll get to this party. But there were dads who loved high school parties in a way that was weird

Becca  02:10
He did not want to partake

Hayley  02:13
And he was home, like this wasn’t an unsupervised situation. We need to talk about those weird parties. This is a fun comparison that we will do before we get into all that. Do you have a note about party number one?

Becca  02:27
Don’t you worry. I do. This is dated from October 10 2006.

Hayley  02:32
Wow. So just mere days after losing this election?

Becca  02:36
I think it was on Monday or Tuesday, so I’m gonna read this note to you just we can probably figure out what was going on. Becca, I love you, Miss Howard. I just want to say thank you for all your help with everything. You’re amazing.

Hayley  02:50
I was going through a lot. A lot.

Becca  02:52
I just wrote a juicy note to Corey. I cannot believe he dissed Oprah. It was a good note/ It basically said I kinda like him. But to give me some time. Tell me what he says about it. Okay. Oh my god. I love Willy Wonka. I’m watching it right now.

Hayley  03:06
You know what, I still love Willy Wonka. Whatever.

Becca  03:10
My party was crazy, but I definitely think Jane had way too much Vault. Cheetah! Oh my god. After Morgan lost everybody ripped down her signs. I felt so bad. I think I still have a sign up. I should probably take that down. Haha. Yeah, very Cheetahlicious. We have to figure out what we’re going to do about Senora! Love, Hayley.

Hayley  03:33
There’s a lot going on there. Again, just a reminder, we’re changing all names except for ours

Becca  03:41
it’s not a real person.

Hayley  03:43
No. And I just I don’t want people to think we’re really just putting people’s business out there. Not that it’s anything bad. I mean, that was sad. But you know, it could be worse. I mean, people probably ripped down our signs. Who knows what people do with our sign? I don’t want to think about what people did with our signs. But I digress. What is the line about Jane having too much vault?

Becca  04:01
vault? Was that drink like an energy drink? Is that still a thing?

Hayley  04:05
I hope not. I don’t feel like that was good for anyone

Becca  04:08
It was that green drink. It was like a bright green color.

Hayley  04:11
So what did she do it this party that made me need to express that she had too much Vault?

Becca  04:17
So that was the party where your dad let everyone in the house and like a lot of stuff went down.

Hayley  04:25
Let’s talk about it. So my poor dad, God bless my dad. He is the sweetest of men. So we have this party and you and I were sweetened in assemble. We can’t say the same about a lot of our classmates. You know, there were dare I say stripteases and lap dances occurring in my living room. At one point like I remember walking in a room with 20 high school freshman high school men, young men sitting on these large couches and one woman in particular young woman giving one after another lap dances. She was not naked. No, she did keep her clothes. She was having a good time, herself a time and I didn’t know what to do about it. Meanwhile, my dad also has this closet that goes really far back to explain it, I don’t know why the closet is as long as it is. But basically, you can hang up coats and then you move the coats and it’s like you’re in freaking Narnia. There’s still so much room left. I remember that. And I remember there was a couple of doing questionable things in that closet, where I kept my childhood belongings. And then the time after the party was done and you and I are sitting on the porch.

Becca 
I’m so upset by just remembering two people like scurrying out.

Hayley
The scream that my dad let out was a sound I never heard my dad make before. So what happened was everyone leaves. We think we’re alone. I’m sure you were sleeping over. We had a lot of slumber parties. And you know, we think everyone’s gone really? Party like yeah, it was kind of weird. There were lap dances happening. Whateverit is, we’re relieved that the house was contained. We were just trying to chill. And obviously my dad lets out this noise. And like you mentioned, we see two people run they ran so fast that I couldn’t even tell who though they were blur. They were blurs in my eyes. And my dad unfortunately had to break the news to me that he opened the bathroom door and witnessed this young man receiving oral pleasure from this young woman on our toilet. What do you call that?

Becca  06:36
Blumpkin. Is that okay? For the radio waves?

Hayley  06:43
It’s gonna have to be – the FCC cannot control us. That’s when you’re like actually going to the bathroom? Well, getting in, you know what I’m gonna assume he was I would not be surprised. He’s not here to defend himself. And he deserves no defense. Because why are we doing that at 14? Oh, my God, are we doing that? Because these people were our age. They were in our grade. And the fact that my dad had to see that not even see people do that you had to walk in and see kids do that. He probably felt like that is something I should not have seen. You know what I mean? Like what is wild and crazy about my dad is he nonetheless continued to let me have parties. But that was when they kind of moved to the garage. And people were not allowed inside. He didn’t even want people using the bathroom. That was dramatic. I’m sure people use the bathroom but not through design.

Becca  07:36
Not in the house. Yeah, he had an outhouse he’d ordered.

Haylstorm  07:41
Like a porta potty. That would have been smart.

Becca 
I think it turned into like a neighborhood gathering space because you lived in an area where like everyone could walk.

Hayley 
That’s true. I did live in a very central area for our friends. So we did a parties in the garage. And those were still fun. They were in and they were a little chillier.

Becca  08:00
We’d make it work. We’d have space heaters

Hayley  08:04
We did have space heaters, snacks always. And sometimes we would get really crazy and try to have special guests.

Becca  08:10
Yes. Oh, I can think of a couple

Hayley  08:14
Who was your favorite special guest?

Becca  08:16
I don’t know how we are going to come up with a pseudonym for this person, because they have a very specific

Hayley  08:22
Oh, yeah, there. Let’s just call them the fourth.

Becca  08:27
The Fourth. We love the Fourth! We loved him in a genuine way.

Hayley  08:30
This is a boy who we went to high school with who maybe would have been seen as kind of an outcast, but as per we, so we really got close with this young man the fourth. And was he a strange man? I mean, yeah,

Becca  08:46
I found a couple of notes from him.

Hayley
Stop you do not have notes from the forest. I have a poem he wrote me. I swear to you, let me find it. Okay, so just to bring that back a little we met this man he was in my Spanish class, you may have heard the Senora theme that has popped up a few times.

Becca
She was both of our Spanish teacher but I believe we were in different blocks. So we didn’t have the class together. But we could totally commiserate and how awful she was. And she didn’t really teach us anything. I think that was the main problem is that we’re all freshmen trying to like understand the language and it’s really hard when the person that’s teaching you doesn’t know how to teach

Hayley
I still don’t speak Spanish and I blame her for it completely

Becca
Same. I did just find the poem.

Hayley  09:41
It’s time. This is from the fourth himself

Becca  09:45
And we can put this on social media so people can see this. Okay, Becca’s Poem. Who’s that girl behind the mask? Becca working on her fucking task. Living in the city is kind of tough Becca likes to play it rough. She shot the sheriff when she was 13. She likes to eat food that’s lean. She rides a silver trike, she thinks Senora needs to take a hike. Riding down B4, it’s Becca mofo, want some more? This is what I used to spend my Spanish classes like having this boy serenade me. It was wonderful. And then I had to introduce you to him. I’m pretty sure I remember pulling you into my Spanish class and being like, this is the Fourth! This is the man who has been writing the poems. You have to be his friend. He is crazy and we did become friends with him. And that friendship that has lasted. Actually, no, it hasn’t.

Hayley  10:42
We haven’t spoken to him since high school for sure. But we would.

Becca  10:47
So unfortunately, he is not going to be at the reunion. He was not in our grade. I just saw Haley’s eyes get so scared that I was about to say he’s not doing well. I’m not sure where he is, but I’m guessing he’s doing okay.

Hayley  11:00
I’m glad you saw that look in my eyes, because I was like, is she about to tell me something happened to the Fourth?

Becca  11:07
No, but he is not in our grades. So he’s not going to be at the reunion unless we can get him a limo, he would show up 100% as a frickin ghost. Remember, we put them in a sheet.

Hayley  11:21
One day in the garage party got an idea that we wanted him to be the star he was yes. And descend from the attic in the garage or in my garage or my dad’s garage. Rather, there’s a second floor but it’s like an attic. You know, it’s like a storage area and nothing can really happen up there. Except that but we put them up there and there’s a ladder that comes down and into the party. The fours just came down the ladder in I don’t know why we add him in a white sheet. Kind of questionable. It was maybe we were trying to make him feel like a ghost.

Becca  11:56
I think that was the idea was like he was gonna come and spook everyone.

Hayley  12:00
That’s it. Was it a Halloween party event?

Becca  12:03
I don’t think so. I think it was like the winter. I’m pretty sure it was like winter. But it was a memorable moment.

Hayley  12:09
We even did these parties in this garage in the winter because mind you we live in New England like it’s cold cold in the winter.

Becca  12:16
10 degrees out and we’re all huddling in a garage.

Hayley  12:20
You know, some people have finished garages that no, this is a concrete garage, that we would just have parties.

Becca  12:29
I think we need to find some photos so that we can Oh, I definitely will be like example what this was.

Hayley  12:35
So I do have quite a bit of photos. Still, I will say that’s one thing I have from my photobucket account. Back in the day I was that bitch at every party with a digital camera because we didn’t really have camera phones back then. I was so ahead of my time

Becca  12:52
you really were you knew that those photos were going to be gold.

Hayley  12:56
So I took them because I do still have them. And I was really the only person at that time in our friend group that was taking pictures and had a camera. So I’m glad for that. And I do still have those. So we’ll post those on social media for sure. Yes, absolutely. Yeah. That just to the parties, you know, they went on for a while. years even.

Becca  13:15
Yeah, I mean, there were definitely some sophomore year parties. You know what your big event – the Sweet 16?

Hayley  13:23
Yo, so I’m still like this in my adult life. But if there’s one event that I’m going to go all out for every year, it’s my birthday, and I’ve always been like that. So for my 16th birthday what I wanted for a gift was a party that was all I wanted. So that’s what my sweet dad that’s what he did. Luckily, he let me leave the garage. My birthday is in December so that garage would have been so crisp, but we had a party this one it wasn’t the one the Holiday Inn?

Becca  13:56
It was! With with our friends that awesome band. What was their name? The DJs

Hayley  14:03
I don’t we’re not gonna put their names out there. But you know who you are. And I had such a crush. Why were they DJs they were in high school.

Becca  14:14
They were already like killing it and why? I don’t know.

Hayley  14:17
That’s crazy. It’s a thing. What’s really crazy is I now that I’m an adult and I’m a DJ, I have to DJ sweet sixteens and it is very full circle. I’m just like it’s different now though.

Becca  14:31
Coming up in the era of not only 16 and pregnant but also my Super Sweet 16 – two sides of the gamut. So we had all the girls who wanted to rush to become adult mothers and then all the people want to rush to become adults as bougie glamour girls

Hayley  14:46
which is 100% us

Becca  14:50
still to this day, always so yeah, there was that show. I remember there was a Nashua girl on my super sweet 16 a year before yours. But you totally blew it out of the park. I mean, you didn’t get a car at the end

Hayley  15:04
That’s true. No absolutely not. I did look good in my skin tight cheetah print dress though. I did have a great sweet 16 And I still try to make the biggest event on my birthday as possible every single year I’ll never stop.

Becca  15:19
Well, I mean we can talk about your 30th, I didn’t actually get to attend.

Hayley  15:24
Do you want to talk about it?

Becca  15:28
it’s something I’m still recovering from.

Hayley  15:30
I’m not even upset and you are. So my 30th birthday. It happened last December and Becca, sweet, my BFF, my girl, comes all the way up to Maine

Becca  15:40
There’s literally a BLIZZARD. And my frickin stupid ass is smoking a weed pen the whole way up not realizing how high I’m gonna get. Also I had COVID. Unfortunately looking back I had COVID. Like I got COVID that weekend. And I like blacked out

Hayley  16:08
So we pregame once you got there we pregame and we’re noticing Becca is getting like pretty drunk everyone was noticing. And it’s like only two drinks and we’ve probably had so tipsy fair enough, but you were definitely more than tipsy

Becca  16:25
I had smoked, I had COVID unknowingly and was drinking cocktails at the rate of everyone else which I shouldn’t have been, because I am a lightweight. So I just remember going back to my hotel room being like, I’m just going to go get freshened up, I’m gonna meet you guys, we’re gonna all go out, right? I remember being like ready to go. But my drunk ass gets back to the hotel room sees a frickin joint. And my brain says let me smoke a joint by myself while I wait for my friend inside of this hotel, which is not okay. But also like kind of hilarious. And so I smoke like maybe two puffs of a joint and pass out in the bed. My boyfriend and my other friend come back to get me and they’re like, Becca, you smoked. And I’m like, No, I didn’t I didn’t smoke. I remember this. I was like, I didn’t smoke and sorry, how dare you actually accuse me of that? So I’m like, I just need to lay down I have the spins. And they’re like, Yeah, cuz you smoked. I’m like, No, I didn’t smoke. I don’t know. I just remember maybe like, it probably was 20 minutes, but in my head was like a second and this angel is above me. Hayley Smith-Rose in all her glory looking beautiful. She has her hair and makeup done. And I am just a hot shell of a mess. Like not okay, just completely drunk. And I don’t know what happened. And I couldn’t go to the party

Hayley  17:43
You did not make it at all. She only fell asleep. I went to go visit her before I headed over and I was like, this girl is not coming out.

Becca  17:51
I can’t hang.

Hayley  17:55
And it’s okay. You know, I think it upset you more than me, because we did meet up the next day for brunch.

Becca  18:00
Thank goodness.

Hayley  18:02
You know, I was like, girl, you had a good time.

Becca  18:04
But I just it made me sad because I, I think back to my freshman yourself and like I’m just a better partier when I’m not really fucked up

Hayley  18:12
We are more of a good time sober, honestly. I think that’s true.

Becca  18:17
And I just get really amped up when it’s a party environment. So sometimes the drinking, it’s just like then it’s too much.

Hayley  18:24
Maybe it’s why, though, because we have discovered an early age that we can have a good time without drugs and alcohol. Don’t get me wrong. I loved some drugs, alcohol every now and again, but we can definitely have a good time without it. And we did. Absolutely. But I think we should also show the contrast of my party versus other high school parties that we were attending. So we did this you know, for a while sweet, innocent parties. It did get to a point where I think people started showing up a little drunk and I think that’s when I stopped wanting to have them. Yeah, because I just didn’t want my dad to get upset and I wasn’t into drinking yet. So I wasn’t having a good time with that environment. But I did have a neighbor and a dear friend I hope she’s doing well. What should we use for her name? Bethany?

Becca  19:12
Yes, love it. Let’s

Hayley  19:16
Come to find out all our fake names are actually their real names. I’m just kidding. It’s not. Bethany lived down the street from me and she went to high school with us and I hope she’s doing great. She had a stint where her mom and stepdad who she lived with went on vacation for a couple of weeks. A long time, like several weeks in a row. The first red flag. God bless her the her parents left her at 14 or 15 I think I may have been sophomore year that these occurred, but

Becca  19:47
Well, let me just tell you, don’t you worry.

Hayley  19:50
I’m sure you have it. So while you’re looking for that Becca, you know Beth, she threw parties these weekends that her parents were gone and hosted ragers. You left a 15 year old girl home alone, a girl who’s already a partier. You know, she was already kind of in that vibe. So we ended up going to multiple parties at this young woman’s house during this period of time that her parents were gone. And it did end with a kaboom. Is that what is highlighted in your note, because there’s a lot of words on my page right now.

Becca  20:25
So I had not only brought notes from you, I found my journal entries.

Hayley  20:31
Oh my God, that’s gold. That is amazing.

Becca  20:35
It’s really gonna give you a deep dive into psyche.

Hayley  20:38
What’s the day? I know you dated that?

Becca  20:41
Yeah, of course. I did. I did the exact time too. My life as of 10:57pm on October 8 2007. Okay, so we this must be our sophomore year. My handwriting is impeccable. I’m like not okay. Okay, I’m gonna have to like change some names. As I read this. Just give me a minute. I wrote a quote at the top. Everything is good in the end. If it’s not good, it’s not the end. Also I wrote Breathe stretch, shake and let it go. Still one of my favorites.

Hayley  21:27
Oh, no, that’s a great song. Great advice.

Becca  21:31
This was like my journal was not even a real journal. It was just like pieces of paper. This is a notebook page of paper. But and you know, looking back through these journal entries, I do like have some memories of writing them. And it was on just pieces of paper so that I could like hide them in different places. Like I didn’t want one journal that my sisters or my mom could get into. You know, they did any because Oh, originally I do have a family that reads all of my things and doesn’t give me privacy.

Hayley  21:58
Yeah, I have no doubt they read all of these, but it’s okay. Right.

Becca  22:02
So my life as of 10:57pm on October 8 2007. This weekend could be wrapped up into one big wow. Haha, pretty insane if I do say so myself. Well, my Friday started off pretty well. I talked to a lot of people and I had a new shirt, the important things.

Hayley  22:20
You know what? It does feel good to have a new shirt though. I will say

Becca  22:24
it really does. I went over to Haley’s after school. And from there we went to Beth’s party. I know it was a really low thing for me to do the fact that I told my mom straight up I wasn’t going sometimes I wish there was no such thing as a conscience. Wow, dark. See, this is why I think I was like I knew my mom read this shit.

Hayley  22:45
Yeah, you were almost writing it in a way that would be redeeming to her. I feel Yeah.

Becca  22:50
But also like, maybe I just shouldn’t write this stuff down. Maybe

Hayley  22:53
Maybe that’s an option. But I’m glad it’s not the option you chose. Because here we are today.

Becca  22:58
This is so true. All right. Sometimes I wish there was no such thing as a conscience. So the party started off pretty good. Andy and I were together. Most of the night names have been changed. And we probably would have hooked up if the cops hadn’t gotten there. So early. Yes. The call, though don’t get to that part in a second. So me and Andy wants to get Jane and we were just flirting. And I think I really liked him. Haley says he likes me too. And I’m number four on his top on MySpace, which is actually

Hayley  23:27
a big deal. It is a big deal. I’ll give you that.

Becca  23:31
So back to the party. There was a cop scare at like nine and everyone hid in the basement. But then someone said it was a joke. So everyone went back upstairs. Luckily me Maggie and Haley stayed in the basement and we’re talking when we saw flashing lights and we could see through the window everyone outside running towards the backyard. So the three of us jumped into Beth’s parents bed and pretend to sleep. We thought if we acted like we didn’t know there was a party going on. We wouldn’t get caught. We were wrong. Haha. The cops came down and they saw us first and one was like, You gotta be kidding me. Haha, nope. Then we saw Dad get arrested. He was hiding in a closet. It was really scary. But the cops were cool. And I had a conversation with a few of them so questionable of you. But I digress. Luckily I wasn’t drunk and I only had three hits of pot. So I went home with Haley and praise the Lord my mom didn’t find out. I’m never lying to my mom again. It’s not worth it. So Saturday, me and Haley woke up and walked to get SunChips for breakfast. Sad as part of the whole notice that then we just hung out and danced around your house and stalk people at Pennichuck and then ran around in the rain because that’s what we do romanticize your life romanticize.

Hayley  24:46
We started that trend and that’s why I feel like if Tik Tok had existed when we were this age, we would

Becca  24:51
have been running around with like Hillary Duff rain fall down in the background like literally I’m coming clean, like running around. Exactly. This isn’t even the end of the note. Oh, wow, I write so much. It’s all boring after that. So I guess that was the end of it. I can read the last sentence. Yeah. Overall, it was a fun, interesting, pretty eventful weekend and hey, I have no complaints. I think things are finally looking up peace and love Becca

Hayley  25:19
Yeah, let’s get into Beth’s party. So the first I would say we went to one or two before the police incident. I won’t call them normal parties. But no police showed up, you know, and there was definitely like drinking. I maybe remember, I don’t think I drank like to a drunken state. I remember just there were having fun older kids there. So it’s what it was. I’m pretty sure the fourth was there. Let’s just assume the forest is oh is the fourth is always with us, in one way or another ways. Oh, so by the second or third party, we go. And I was usually one of the first people there because I lived right down the street, literally. So I remember being there early, and her dad coming to this 1am Bringing alcohol her dad bought tons of booze for these kids. And that’s Red flag number one. And I think even at that age, I was like, that’s troubling.

Becca  26:22
He also like, introduced himself to my mom at the first party and said, Yeah, I’m watching everything, it’s going to be completely fine. And then I’m pretty sure she found out that there was still crazy stuff that went on probably from reading my journal. And then probably or the one that we wanted to go to. She was like, No, you’re not going which totally respect my mom for that. But we lied and I went anyway. Now one thing I did not mention in this is your dad again, coming through.

Hayley  26:53
Oh yeah, we’re gonna get to my dad’s name in the deck. The moral of this whole episode is my dad is a hero. We will definitely get to that but actually don’t remember her dad. I’m sure you’re right. I just don’t remember her dad at the other ones I or her dad is just so burned in my memory at this party. Yeah, I saw that he bought the alcohol and that kind of like made me feel weird and nervous about it. But I was like, okay, as the party goes on this man’s partying with that totally weird and this just to paint a picture too. He looks like a washed up man from a hair metal being

Becca  27:25
100%. Exactly.

Hayley  27:30
Yeah, I mean, what more can I say the police showed up and we panicked, which again, I don’t think we were fucked up. No, but for some reason, we still felt the need to hide. So we did and we ran into the basement and they had a finished basement and we literally went under the covers of the bed which was weird, but it’s not the weirdest part. The weirdest part is that Beth’s dad not only also hid but hid in a closet with like a girl. Yeah, one of her friends so they’re in the closet. The police find us and they’re like, Are you kidding? Exactly like your note says. Are you kidding? You’ve gotta be kidding me. I’ll never – I can hear it still because we’re like, fair. You know what, fair? Immediately. We’re like, What’s going on over here? The cops cared for a second when they found us in the bed. But right after they found her dad in the closet. They ripped him out and we both witnessed him get ripped out of a closet and I think after that they realized this isn’t the kid’s fault. There’s a weird adult here that we need to like take care of so that was what the police really focused on. Fair enough, well as they should. I felt really bad for Beth because that’s like embarrassing. I don’t know if she even felt embarrassed. I don’t think we ever even addressed it after the fact but it was weird. I never hung with her again. Nothing against her. I liked her. We were cool. But it was a time and moral of the story is my dad saved us. He came and picked us up and you know, my family lived down the street but the police wanted people to be picked up understandably like we couldn’t just walk home. So my dad came and he picked us up and he never told your mom.

Becca  29:11
Not ever. Maybe he should have

Hayley  29:13
I think he did it because he could see we were sober. We just learned a lesson that night

Becca  29:21
We were just at the wrong place at the wrong time.

Hayley  29:25
I mean, you did have your three hits of pot.

Becca  29:27
I felt like a bad ass

Hayley  29:28
I don’t think I’d even done that at that point.

Becca  29:31

I’m pretty sure I smoked out of an apple or tinfoil pipe. Okay, like you weren’t missing anything. My high school boyfriend, Andy we will call him that. He was at this party and was the first person I ever smoked pot with. I also don’t call pot pot. So it’s weird saying that. It’s like ganja or something right. The devil’s lettuce. But I remember feeling pretty cool. Right? And that was my first time pretty sure doing it. So we were very, very innocent in 2006. Dare I say I would call myself a straight edge girl

Hayley  30:03
This was 2007. oh I see what you’re saying

Becca  30:09
Between 2006 and 2007 a lot of changes for me I had a boyfriend or a guy who was gonna be my boyfriend I had smoked pot, I had hid from the police, I was at a new school

Hayley  30:23
that’s true that maybe caused your rebellion a bit. We absolutely have to unpack that at another time but I think moral of everything you know is my dad’s a hero. Parties aren’t what they used to be.

Becca  30:37
What do kids do? Like what would a high school party look like these days? Oh,

Hayley  30:41
I don’t want to know. Not good. You know, I think kids they have access to more stuff now just like with how technology has advanced and just the life has advanced and yeah, I think parties are not the same and that’s okay. It’s unfortunately the end of an era but I’m ready to relive these events at our high school reunion.

Becca 
I’m so ready.

Hayley  31:11
So next episode I feel like we have talked about a lot of characters in our life including Senora. I love how we change names for everyone except for her. I’m not gonna lie that’s just straight up her name and her last name I don’t know her first name that is her name and I couldn’t come up with a fake one for that, that just is what it is. I’m sorry she was not a good teacher. I’m sorry if that’s putting her on freakin blast like it is what it is everyone else’s names we have changed and will continue to use. But you know, I would like to talk about Jane more, Senora, obviously. The Fourth – there’s a lot going on there. So let’s maybe dissect that in our next episode, including maybe a little bit about my relationship with Corey and yours with Andy.

Becca
Oh, yes, please.

Hayley
Alright, until we meet again, Becca. If you like what you hear make sure you follow us on all social media Becca tell them where they can find us.

Becca  32:10
Our Instagram handle is @feverdreamdiaries. Our TikTok is @feverdreamdiariespod. And if you want to email us, you can always send us a message at fever dream diaries@gmail.com

Hayley  32:22
Send us all your deepest darkest secrets. We would love to read them. We would love to connect with you on the spiritual level and also on our social media. We’re going to be posting all sorts of content relating to the episode see you all embarrassing photos of us see relics from the past that will bring you back to a simpler time

Becca  32:43
A time before Instagram, actually when MySpace ruled the world

Hayley  32:49
oh my god, a time we all yearn for so be sure to follow us and if you’ve really liked what you hear, so freakin review somewhere, would you?

SUMMARY KEYWORDS: party, Becca, dad, Hayley, garage, drinking, smoke, people, wrote, high school, friends, mom, girl, weird, police, remember, day, closet, fourth, pretty