Episode 1: Cheetah Sisters
Audio Transcription
SPEAKERS – Hayley Smith-Rose and Becca Howard
Hayley 00:04
Greetings. I’m Hayley,
Becca 00:06
and I’m Becca.
Hayley 00:07
And we’ve been best friends since well, forever
Becca 00:10
High school feels like a distant blur, but now we have a reunion to go.
Hayley 00:14
Luckily, we have relics from the past, like our daily notes, journal entries and social media posts to help us decode our weird and cringy memories.
Becca 00:24
Let’s crack open the vault and explore the insane cultural reset that was the early 2000s aka the naughty aughts
Hayley 00:31
While we were too busy pirating music from Limewire to give a hoot what was happening outside, there was some crazy shit going down in the world.
Becca 00:39
Take a walk down memory lane with us and welcome to the Fever Dream Diaries.
Hayley 00:45
Welcome to Fever Dream Diaries, my friends. Before I go ahead and dive into my most embarrassing stories. Here’s a little bit about the person you’re dealing with. My name is Hayley Smith-Rose. I’m a radio personality out of Portland, Maine before I was starving for attention in vacation land. I was doing it in Nashua, New Hampshire. And that brings us to this tale. There comes a day in every young woman’s life where she gets an invite to her high school reunion, and I did feel like I could avoid this day like the plague, but then the play actually occurred and now I’m here with an invitation for my 12 year high school reunion. I’m sweating already and my boyfriend cannot go so I had to call in reinforcements – a person who I know has my back in my memory because I’m not going to remember a single person at this thing. Becca Howard is here, my BFF! And I figured well my girl Beck is here. Maybe we could weave a tale about our hometown first a bit Becca because Nashua, New Hampshire. It’s not something you hear of every day, Becca.
Becca 01:51
Nashua is the heartland of America.
Hayley 01:55
What is so funny about living there in probably for any small town or city if you will, is nobody knows what Nashville is outside of New England if you’re trying to explain where you live to someone you have to say it’s like 40 minutes outside of Boston or give some type of landmark because they just don’t know
Becca 02:14
When you say Nashua people usually think you’re speaking a different language. Because it is a different language.
Hayley 02:19
It is and that’s a story for a different day. That’s a lot to unpack. And I don’t know if we’re the ones.
Becca 02:26
Let’s just say there’s a lot of Native American burial grounds under where we grew up.
Hayley 02:41
I never really thought about that or brewed upon it. Okay, so that is happening in Nashua, but in addition to that, do you have any other fun facts you could bless us with, Becca?
Becca 02:50
How did you know?
Hayley
Because you always got the fun facts. And that’s why you’re my girl.
Becca
I’m the queen of the fun facts. And I did, I brought some. So our hometown, god bless, Nashua, New Hampshire is the hometown to many famous people. These are from the top of my head. We’ve got Mandy Moore. We’ve got Ray LaMontagne. Do you like him?
Hayley 03:14
I know who he is. I play some of his music at weddings and stuff.
Becca 03:19
How about Adam 22 from the No Jumper podcast?
Hayley 03:21
I do know Adam 22. Yes. That’s a cool one.
Becca 03:25
Mike O’Malley. Do you remember him? He was Kurt’s dad on Glee.
Hayley 03:55
John Mayer – he’s not from here, but he had a situationship in Nashua.
Becca 04:04
That is a great story. Okay, I know this because I saw John Mayer in concert in 2006. Right around the time we became friends, and he announced at this concert that he used to live in Nashua. I swear to you. And he wrote on Instagram in like 2021, do you remember he had that shout out to the pheasant Lane Mall?
Hayley 04:28
That’s how I knew John Mayer had some type of natural connection because you don’t just know the Pheasant Lane Mall.
Becca 04:34
He went to Berklee, which is in Boston. Berklee College of Music. And I believe he like commuted from Nashua
Hayley 04:44
Because you know Nashua is just 40 minutes outside of Boston.
Becca 04:46
He’s a hometown boy. So we love John Mayer. Actually – I shouldn’t say that anymore. I used to love John Mayer back in like, 2006, but things have changed
Hayley 04:56
You know what, time changes people
Becca 04:59
After reading Jessica Simpson’s memoir I could not look at him the same really.
Hayley 05:02
I love Jessica Simpson. So maybe I need to dive into that.
Becca 05:06
I’m gonna have to spill the tea later on. But there’s a lot of other tea to spill. So Hayley, are you excited for this for this reunion?
Hayley 05:14
Actually, I am feeling excited for our high school reunion. But I think the more we discuss our lives in high school, I might feel differently, but I’m still willing to go down this rabbit hole with you. Well, I
Becca 05:29
I feel the same way. I do want to remind you I did not graduate from Nashua High School North with you. I was not a Titan all four years. I actually moved, so I don’t even know if I’m allowed at this reunion.
Hayley 05:43
We always just safely assume you did graduate with us. Yes, that’s an important thing I think we should cover as Becca went to my high school for exactly one year, our freshman year, the best year of my life, really the best year a year where we both peaked because we became friends. But you nonetheless remained so strong as a Titan – like you were just in all of our lives in the same way. So no one even noticed you love no one’s gonna bat an eye at the reunion. Didn’t you go out of your way to take a night class at North?
Becca 06:14
Yes, thank you for reminding me! I had to take a World Studies class and my high school that I moved to was only freshmen could take that so I didn’t want to be with freshmen. naturally. And decided to go to the Nashua knights school instead just remain a titan forever and forever
Hayley 06:36
you will be so that’s why you have to come with me and I know of all people in my life, you’re the most likely to have hoarded all of our artifacts from high school. You keep things like maybe a crazy person, but I love that about you.
Becca 06:53
I did bring some artifacts. I have a stack of papers, and this is a little surprise that I wanted to present to you.
Hayley 07:07
That’s a thick stack. We’re not talking like a baby stack.
Becca 07:11
Well, I had to unfold. like those little football folded notes we used to make Oh, yes. Found a box of those. When I was looking for the yearbooks, and I unfolded them all and they’re here. I have hundreds of pages of paper in front of me that I just lugged up to Maine on the Amtrak to show you
Hayley 07:35
I’m sweating a bit. I knew that you would come through and I wasn’t wrong. So I’m very thrilled to go through this, but also scared.
Becca 07:43
The only thing is I couldn’t find the yearbooks, like our middle school, or high school yearbook.
Hayley 07:48
I think I have those at home somewhere. So I’ll dig for those. That can be my homework. You’ve clearly gone above and beyond with yours already. So let’s start here.
Becca 07:59
Yeah, let’s do it.
Hayley 08:01
12 beautiful years ago, you and I met
Becca 08:04
actually 16
Hayley 08:06
That’s true. Oh my god. Yeah, we graduated 12 years ago.
Becca 08:11
Jeezum Crow
Hayley 08:14
16 years ago. that’s hurtful. Okay. So you know what, that was a good time in our lives. Let’s not be upset about it the – best times, although I will say I don’t exactly know how we met in high school.
Becca 08:29
That’s a really good question. And I know it must have been the first couple weeks because by September, you know, we were fully BFFs, perhaps to an unhealthy extent since we had just met.
Hayley 08:42
Yeah, definitely to a dangerous level to something you’d be concerned about today. But it worked out for us.
Becca 08:47
I believe we met in school. I have to imagine, because we did have like a mutual friend from middle school. And I believe that that person introduced
Hayley 08:57
oh, we shouldn’t say names in this podcast, huh?
Becca 09:01
I definitely don’t think we should say that person’s name. And probably we can just change names for the show. Let’s change names, identifying information.
Hayley
Hey, but you and I know who will be talking about
Becca
Yeah, let’s be real.. They will know. And we will see them to make sure that they know Wow. Yeah. So you know what I just realized if we had a child, when we graduated, they would be coming up on their freshman.
Hayley 09:38
That’s gross. That’s true.
Becca 09:41
They would be like 12 turning 13 That’s where we’re at.
Hayley 09:44
That might sound uncanny but they’re, God bless girls in our grade that they have children that age now and I hope they’re doing well.
Becca 09:53
I mean, we grew up in the time of the teen pregnancy era.
Hayley 09:58
We grew up with sixteen and pregnant. I think we’re actually the age of the first season of girls because I remember when that came out I was like, I cannot imagine that.
Becca 10:09
Do you remember in Massachusetts, like close to where we live? There was that pregnancy pact?
Hayley
Wow, you just unlocked a vault.
Becca
There was a Lifetime movie about it
Hayley 10:18
That’s right. Wow, Massachusetts,
Becca 10:22
Massachusetts was going hard. even back in the day.
Hayley 10:26
That was crazy. If someone listening doesn’t know the story we’re talking about, I actually barely remember it. From what I can recall, when we were about freshman in high school. There were a group of girls in high school in Massachusetts who made a pact to all get pregnant, like gathered, like an obscene amount of kids like at the same time
Becca 10:46
I hope they’re doing okay. They probably have more kids, it’s safe to assume. And I honestly feel like getting to 30 without a child is my own surviving teen pregnancy. I survived my 20s as well. And I’m proud of myself.
Hayley 11:04
It’s for some people, and it’s not for others. And you know, for me, I’m not ready for that. But we digress. Becca, let’s get back to the reunion.
Becca 11:14
I had a couple questions about this reunion.
Hayley
Okay, let’s talk about it.
Becca
So like who is going to be there, Hayley?,
Hayley 11:21
I have absolutely no idea. But anything goes because I do believe a lot of people from our high school still live in the hometown, so are nearby, it could be anybody. And I’m really scared. I was already scared to go through the yearbook. Now I’m even more so scared to go through whatever you have there. Because I think we’ll remember people that are gonna come back into our lives in a short period of time
Becca 11:44
I mean, one thing I’m really grateful for is we dated so many of these notes that it was pretty easy for me to like put them in a chronological order. Start like scanning some of them so that you could read that love. But then I realized I was coming up here so I was like, let me just surprise you in person instead of sending you a Google Doc.
Hayley 12:04
I love it. And we were those girls just to paint a picture. We were writing notes to each other multiple times a day. Absolutely.
Becca 12:14
We didn’t have the same cell phone communication, right? There was no service in the school, and I had to pay like 10 cents per message back then. So our notes supplied so much of our information for that friendship to build – thank goodness we have these
Hayley 12:29
and just to go off that for a second. I cannot stress how blessed I feel that social media didn’t exist back then in the same way it does today because we would not be well on the internet.
Becca 12:42
We would be really trying to become famous on tik tok
Hayley 12:44
we would be tik tok famous
Becca 12:49
Yes, that’s troublesome in itself
Hayley 12:53
That’s really a gift it didn’t exist because like you said we had to pay per text. I feel like if anyone under the age of 25 is listening, they’re gonna be like, huh, like that was a thing?
Becca 13:05
Yeah, it was and it was real. We also didn’t have any sort of like phones with cameras right? So you had your pink my digital camera
Hayley 13:15
you know what the Flash was blinding so every single picture that came out of it was just full of life,
Becca 13:22
which is why we needed to be fake tan all the time to our actual color when we use the flash
Hayley 13:28
I think I’m grown enough to confess that my skin tone was not okay in those days looking back at pictures, it’s worrying
Becca 13:39
It wasn’t just the skin tone, it was also our self hair dye nights. This girl over here cut my bangs in the most jagged stream cross way and it was not just regular beings. So they were side bangs, that never really grew out and so it was just like a clump of hair missing. I loved it. I rocked it.
Hayley 14:04
What’s wild is you actually did love it.
Becca 14:09
And also it was the age of the hair bump. Luckily it was long enough that I basically just had like a perfect level of just bump hair that I could pull up. Just make my own little poof that I’m recreating it as i speak
Hayley
You are and if you want me to cut your bangs again before the reunion, all you have to do is ask
Becca 14:30
will you also die that like red coppery color I had at the tim? because it was like my only time going red and I don’t know if I can again because there’s some trauma there.
Hayley 14:41
2006 was a time to be alive.. I feel sorry for those who are not around to experience it the way we were because so much was going on in 2006. And it was really just a whirlwind for us to be at the perfect time. So here we are. 16 years later about to be reunited with these people. What is the first artifact that you have to show me Becca?
Becca 15:09
Well, I did some organizing just so we could have them in a semblance of order.
Hayley 15:15
She’s really going through a stack of papers right now
Becca
I feel like just like handing you the first one that I found dated for September 2006. And if you wanted to, like maybe give your impression.
Hayley
Yes, absolutely. And you know what I gotta say about you, Becca, because I feel like people listening might not understand – this girl sitting in front of me has moved, how many times would you say you’ve moved since high school?
Becca
Oh, my gosh, like, literally 20 times
Hayley
20 times – and not even like close that has lived in New York. She’s lived in Boston, she’s lived all over the Northeast
Becca 15:50
all over the beautiful state of New Hampshire. Don’t forget,
Hayley 15:54
let’s not forget that. But yet somehow all of these notes are kept so intact.
Becca 16:00
We gotta thank Cindy, my mom, we’re giving her a shout out. She had a box in her closet full of skeletons naturally. So she let me enter her closet with her permission and her guidance. And I found a tub of boxes, like not just one box – boxes on boxes of my old stuff. And I do feel like a kind of one of those moments like in the Notebook, if we can really throw it back to that era where I just wanted to keep every single piece of paper that we ever shared. Like I literally have every card, every photo. And this is only the stuff that I sorted from that box that like is related to like freshman year, us. Whereas there’s still so much more weird stuff at home. Trust me. Puppets I found Yeah, I used to build puppets. That’s not weird at all. That’s a different podcast, we’ll dive into that and really unpack that – part two puppet making. I found so many newspaper articles. You know, my life as a high schooler was like writing for every publication that would allow me to
Hayley 17:16
You did have a phase where you love to send in editorials to newspapers
Becca 17:21
Yes, everywhere, like all over our area, I had these publications. So I have all of those saved, I brought them to my apartment in Boston and the past week, I’ve just been like sorting through and opening all these little notes. And it’s awesome. I mean, I don’t even know if I’ve read all of these. So I’m kind of excited to see what is in here. But there’s a lot andI have questions for you, because these are the notes that you wrote to me.
Hayley 17:46
Oh, I wonder if I have the other side of it. Your notes to me
Becca 17:50
You are a little bit less of a hoarder Hayley, like in a good way
Hayley 17:54
But with that being said, my mom is just as much of a hoarder and as your mom clearly is as well. So I do wonder maybe Doreen has kept some
Becca 18:04
Stay tuned. But yes, now that we’re here, let me just hand you over the first note to my knowledge that Hayley Smith-Rose ever wrote to me. And the reason I really think this is the first note is because it’s the day that you gave me your AOL screen name.
Hayley 18:23
that’s a good indicator of what was probably our first note. You know, just overlooking this briefly all I have to say is some things never change. You know, why hasn’t my handwriting gotten better?
Becca 18:45
I mean, mine is probably still the same – I’m looking at my handwriting now and it is the same. We were pretty much fully formed to the same people we are now by the age of 14. Like, what did High School do? What did college do? It just broke me
Hayley
It broke me but then we continue to rise like the Phoenix every turn every okay. Do you want me to read this?
Becca 19:10
Yes, absolutely.
Hayley
My first note. Becca ahh, okay this is the story. That’s how I imagined I would have said, Ah, you know, yeah, and naturally for the sake of these as we discussed, I’m gonna go ahead and change the names Absolutely. Because we don’t need to drag anyone else down with us yet. All right. Jane was over my house but she was in the other room when her boyfriend IMed me. He was like oh, well, I’m kind of thinking of breaking up with her because I don’t really know her. She came back in and I was like Jane breaks up with you. She was like, WTF ha ha It was pretty funny. But don’t tell her about that story.
Becca 20:20
You were already keeping secrets.
Hayley 20:23
Exactly. And this is why we could not be using real names because I’m still not ready to give up all my secrets. Well, I guess she’s gonna know – it doesn’t matter. I digress. I have to give you my screen name: TitanHun21. IM me some time, Miss Howard. Yell at Jane for not writing a note to me. Haha. I love you. Oprah and Libby are my idols. Cheetah! love Hayley. PS the bitch is back.
Becca 20:55
Can we like, unpack what that means?
Hayley 20:59
Let’s unpack the bitch is back. I want it to mean like, I’m back in some big way. But I don’t think that’s what I meant.
Becca 21:05
Right? And also, you’re already saying I love you to me yet. You don’t even have my AOL screenname. I feel uncomfortable. I feel love bombed.
Hayley 21:15
I violated you a little bit with that. And I’m sorry. Now 16 years later? Because that’s not right. That’s not okay.
Becca 21:21
But I also see that we were already talking about Oprah and my sister Libby. So there’s definitely some understanding of my passions. My family? Because if you know me at all, at all, you know that I have had a longtime obsession with Oprah.
Hayley 21:39
It’s come in a roller coaster form. We’ll get into that, because I think we need to talk about Oprah, but all in due time, and I just don’t need a cease and desist. So maybe we’ll never talk about Oprah because she could shut us down so quick.
Becca 21:51
I mean, we’re not going to reveal her secrets, but I will sing her praises forever. She changed my life. She made me want to be a journalist. Which I am not pursuing.
Hayley 22:06
But that was why you were writing all those editorials and stuff back in that time you were really into that
Becca 22:13
I really connected with Oprah. Like, she came from hard knocks. And yeah, she’s a great person. Definitely questionable choices down the road. But we don’t need to go into that.
Hayley 22:23
That’s not what this is all about. But I think Oprah is going to come up probably I can assume in these notes more. So we do need to just add in the love that we had for Oprah at the time and still continue to have at times at times. The drama that would occur just through aim was astounding because like you said, you had to be exclusive enough to have someone’s screenname to IM them. It wasn’t just like you could DM anyone on Instagram, you had to find this person, you had to set up your away message in a way that made you look cool and fun and different. You had to really just be active online to get those messages in. And that’s something that today’s teens will not get to experience. And that’s a shame.
Becca 23:14
What about like the original emojis that were those girls that we used to use in our AOL? Glitter Dolls!
Hayley 23:31
If you know, you know. if you were on MySpace, you know those little dolls that look a little too scandalous for cartoons, and let’s just call it what it is. But we loved them and we dressed up our MySpace with them. And we do it again. In a heartbeat.
Becca 23:53
so while I was you know getting ready for this big reveal of all these notes. I was thinking of my MySpace and how we lived for MySpace and when I logged in recently I was really upset – it’s completely gone Hayley
Hayley
that’s hurtful and honestly I feel like we have the right to sue
Becca
Yeah, there was a big wash of data in 2020 And really there’s nothing left. Nothing. You can still see people’s profile picture and some people’s top eight, which is hilarious. No posts, no photos, no videos all of the great content we collected over years and years it’s not there
Hayley 24:35
and that’s why it’s such a gift that you’ve kept this – let that be a lesson to everyone listening you never know when your social media will just disappear. I know it might sounds crazy but MySpace meant a lot to us okay? this could happen to tik tok or Instagram or whatever you freakin use. Twitter, be real. Okay, I digress but you know backup your stuff or like that if you have stuff like pictures that you really want to keep don’t just trust social media because just like MySpace anything could disappear in the blink of an eye.
Becca 25:26
Yeah, were they saying that Tik Tok was gonna go away like two years ago?
Hayley 25:30
Yeah, there was a whole thing with tik tok but like realistically like if it could happen to myspace, it could happen to anyone. So don’t don’t do that. But the hours that we would spend together I remember Friday nights we’d get home from school then just sit in the computer room. And we would be writing HTML code –
Becca 25:53
downloading Limewire constantly.
Hayley
Oh, absolutely. We would not sleep. Viruses on viruses
Becca
Really intense like hardcore porn just downloaded on your dad’s computer.
Hayley
Actually, though. Sorry, dad. I love you
Becca
I finally saw a lot in that room that I had never seen before on the internet,
Hayley 26:12
Limewire in many ways took my innocence. I feel upset about it.
Becca
We could sue for trauma and damages. Remember the music we downloaded would always be like really tinny sounding and horrible quality? And yet we were like jamming out
Hayley
I still have our mixtape CDs and I know you do too. You know what would be so fun is we should make a playlist for the podcast with all of those songs and share it with our listeners
Becca 26:53
bring our mixtapes to Spotify, like bring them to life.
Hayley 26:57
We’ll do that. We can put some of our like old MySpace songs
Becca 27:03
Like Slide Along Side.. that actually might have been our first bonding experience was like learning about shifty, which is the most random. let’s go back to 2006. Shifty is on the radio. The song Butterfly is a hit.
Hayley 27:19
So was he part of the group that did that song?
Becca 27:22
Yes, he was the singer. And his name was shifty, naturally, and you and I somehow, like during our first hangouts found this song called “Slide Along Side” and it became like our anthem to this day
Hayley 27:41
And to our defense it is a very positive, fun song. Like, I’m glad if we had an anthem, it could have been so much worse. This song was very sweet and wholesome, if you really think about it
Becca 27:52
and we did have a lot of other really uncomfortable anthems looking back. This is a beautiful song. Shifty is from Crazy They were like a big, big band back in the day. I mean, they were huge. But AOL is probably how we bonded because I feel like after this note we probably had our first real hangout because I don’t think we had like hung out at this point.
Hayley 28:21
So just to unpack the memories coming from this letter. what happened from my recollection is our friend Jane and her boyfriend at the time? Why did they start dating if they didn’t even like know each other? Why did he feel the need to message me saying that he was gonna break up with there?
Becca 28:41
I think he wanted to give you a heads up. I don’t know. I’m really trying to analyze this note
Hayley 28:48
Clearly I was too involved in the relationship and I can tell just from this note I was overstepping
Becca 28:53
Do you remember there was like a kiss situation at the football game with this? This couple? Do you remember? It was like they met at the football game and I’m pretty sure they left the game together. And now I’m giving people’s like, dirty secrets away so I really shouldn’t say anything
Hayley 29:14
Nothing actually scandalous happened, they didn’t have sex
Becca 29:17
people did have sex at those games.
Hayley 29:19
Yes, but not this couple that we’re referring to have the I think
Becca 29:22
we can both think of someone who did – do you remember? (Becca whispers to Hayley)
Hayley 29:27
Okay, we need to just clarify if neither of us the way you said that made it so
Becca 29:35
I’ve never had sex at a North football
Hayley 29:38
but like I think we need to make it abundantly clear we were not those girls.
Becca 29:49
We were obsessed with the Cheetah Girls. We were obsessed with High School Musical
Hayley
We were weird. Like we like to think we were talking cool and these bad bitches, but we were just weird girls who really loved the cheetah girls
Becca 30:03
We were ADHD crazy girls without meds. And still to this day without meds
Hayley 30:09
At least now we’re at an age where we can translate that energy into something productive. And I think it was meant to be so it’s fine. But I don’t want anyone to get the idea that we were cooler than we were because we were not the girls having sex at high school football games.bAnd that did make you cool back at the time honestly,
Becca 30:38
Jane wasn’t doing that. Jane was like having a relationship. She wanted a relationship and this guy was not there. He was just not
Hayley 30:45
so they kissed at the game. Is that what you’re saying? What occurred at the game? I still don’t know.
Becca 30:49
It was either he asked her out and that was only started dating or he kissed her. I don’t remember
Hayley 30:54
I mean, if they broke up in September of 2006, that couldn’t have been much long after that occurred.
Becca 31:01
It wasn’t. it was very quick relationship. The turnaround was insanely quick.
Hayley 31:07
And so to this day, she doesn’t realize that he was gonna break up with her first. she still probably thinks that she broke up with this person
Becca
She thinks that you broke up with him, technically
Hayley
Yeah, and like why was that okay for her?
Becca 31:24
We were all just trying to figure out this thing called life, and we still are. You know, when I was coming up here today, taking my little sweet time on the Amtrak I was thinking about how Middle School is really just like a preparation for how frickin difficult high school is. It’s like the pre games where you’re learning how to put mascara on and how to not cry in school and how to, you know, wear outfits everyday that don’t make you look weird. So then you get to high school and you’re like, I’ve got this and you don’t have this because now you’re working with 18 year olds who are walking the same halls as you as a 14 year old
Hayley 32:00
But what I will say about us is nonetheless we held the confidence like we had it we know there was no point in high school that we didn’t think we were the coolest people there
Becca 32:17
I was walking down those halls thinking I owned the place. Absolutely. Even though it was a big school, but once I met you, I was like we’re good.
Hayley 32:25
Unstoppable, unflappable. Better unfabulous. We have so much to go through that I don’t think we’re gonna be able to fit this in this session. So I don’t think so. Let’s take a dive in and really unpack some more goodies another time. I have a lot to digest. I feel
Becca 32:50
Yeah, we need to process. This one letter has done this much unearthing, imagine once we really scratched the surface
Hayley 32:57
all I have to say is PS the bitches back
Becca 33:01
and with that until next time,
Hayley 33:03
if you like what you hear, make sure you follow us on all social media. Becca tell them where they can find us.
Becca 33:10
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Hayley 33:22
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